Yesterday I wanted to tell my manager that I wanted to quit cos am not working happily there anymore due to some reason but did not tell him that was the reason. He ask me to sit down and have a talk. Say a whole lot junk of crap to convince me to continue working. But I SU LA, did not stay firm enough like wad my fren say to me. Want quit jiu quit why change my mind when some1 talk me out of it?
Then there was my father, making the day even better for me. Everytime I have to give in to him and be a good son and don talk back. When in my mind , I so wanted to give him a piece of my mind. But I SU LA. And so he think Im still under control by him and so continue to just step on me.
Lastly Im So SU LA, I do not have the courage to tell the girl I like, I like her
If today im still not able to stay firm and talk my manager out of me quitting the job, I might as well REALLY REALLY go and die.
Actually I have thoughts lots of time about ending my SU LA life and the consequences of it. But whenever I think about some of my frens, I just cant do it. Life has long been un-meaningful if not for my frens. Yet how funny it is when i tired to call some1 in my contact list last night, there was none i could dare press.
