Sunday 28/6/09 Slept early the night before just to wake up early today cause sis and gang are going to go to Sentosa and asked me along. At first I didn't want to go cause i got work at night so was afraid I might tired myself out even before i start work. But then I nearly forget but was reminded that Elson Cheong was going and so changed my mind. Woke up took a bath and went off. Second person to reach there ^^ and I was 15mins late... Imagine the rest took how long... Sis and Elson came next. Soon all the rest also came whereby I already forget wad time le... We played Frisbee. They went swimming. And most of the time i was just siting there doing nothing Xp. Didn wanted to swim cause i never bring any extra clothes to change into cept my job clothes... But cant expect me to wear those out of Sentosa right? lol So when they went to shower and change, I can only wait for them. Headed to Vivo as we wanted to watched Transformer 2: Rise of the Fallen. As expected from a sunday. Show was full til 7pm+ by which i would have start work. So changed plan and went to eat instead. Went to Carl's junior. After that I train to work while they all went home to sleep lol.
Monday 29/6/09 My friend, Kyle took MC so he does not need to return camp today so we can catch the movie today instead. This time we went to Marina Square as it is near Flyer. ^^ Awesome Show, gladly watch it again if given the chance. After the show I went to work while they went home i guess.
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4:00 PM
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My dad isn't a human at all. Or are all dads in this world like that? This male-being here will not care what happen to me. All he know is to drink the money he earn away every night and not wasted on me. And he only be satisfy if only I study non-stop 24/7 or working hard at work. Cos why? Because I know he is not happy even if i were to be just hanging out with frens. As long as he know I'm happy or enjoying myself somewhere, he'll get all pissed off. And when he just can't take it anymore, he unleashes his fury.(Like i care even if he tore the whole house down) If my job were to be too tough on me, I bet he be thinking 'wad a decent job, let him taste what its like to be working your lungs out.' That's I'll never show that to him. No matter how bruise or tired I get during work. I work during the weekends, study from morning to afternoon on weekdays. Now I've been given 3 weeks holiday and I can't get to enjoy A proper game with my job-mates 1-2nights every week? Is that asking for too much? One game? School re-open and i can't do that til the next holiday comes. Seriously sometimes when I crosses the road, I hope cars don't stop. When i sky-dive, chute won't open. I really wish to leave this home own by him or better, to be shut off from this world so that nobody know me nor i know anyone. I can't believe I'm so weak that i have to remind myself no matter what i must not forget all this but always ended forgetting about it. So I'm not going to wait for tomorrow to post this if not i will just forget about it again. I hope I can remember hatred. Why wasn't I born to remember hatred?
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2:27 AM
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Been taking cold showers for weeks now.. Longest record yet...
Not a very good day for me today... So don't feel like blogging anything...
Actually is that it seems i tend to forget anything when I'm feeling lousy.
Can only remember what was it that made me feel lousy...
I'm definitely a guy who run away from problems. Coward!
Maybe all of this is wrong.. It's all just a big big mistake.
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2:04 AM
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Monday, June 1, 2009
Today Sis's bf came over our house.
Went to Lot 1 for our late lunch so i can go straight to work after eating.
Was deciding what to eat but could not make up my mind on Mos burger or Subway.
Queue halfway at Mos burger, I suddenly decided Subway will be more filling lol...
Brought a foot long, large meal. ^^
Chose Oatmeal Raisin, Chocolate with rainbow chips and Chocolate chips for my 3 cookies.
Then my sis gave me 1 of her 2 cookies which was a double Chocolate chips. So i had 4 different cookies to enjoy wahahaha.
I only ate the Oatmeal Raisin after i finished my sandwich. The rest i kept til after work then eat ^^
Elson Cheong Jia Jun! You liked to read my blog huh? I let u read read read. You this 21 chin upper. Let me tell you SOON that will be nothing lol. Just you wait, I'll beat it. X-p And how dare u go draw on my wallpaper. You better don't let me draw yours. And enjoy booking in TOMORROW! Train hard for your NDP.
