Tuesday, January 19, 2010
In the end, Im still so SU LA aka coward!
The only thing I dare to say was "I just don feel like working anymore for now"
When in actual Im just going to another outlet to work.
Why cant I be more daring and just say the true reason? "Im not happy here working with you guys backstabbing me and act like friendly, goody people"
Even my work fren who used to be my classmate cant take it also, encourage me to just say it and ALSO saw through my fake smiles during work...
I was quite stunned actually. Thought I hide it really well.... Bastard fella lol... Twice or maybe triple my size yet younger than me by 1.
The only guy that saw me break down and not once but twice already zzz and both becos of work lol...
If only I be daring enough to just say to someone who is walking in front of me and smoking away "HEY *** put that out or I put it out for you ***!" or is this too much le? Lolx (can input vualgar into *** up to how creative you can be)
When I say that I will do something, I usually never do it in the end. That is why you wont see me giving promises...
Like how much i wish i could go to a fren house and stay for a few days every now and then cos i don want to come back to this home. (although i didn say this yet...)
But I never will dare to... What exactly is stopping me?
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8:21 AM
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